Here's a tough question: What sin are you hiding? What is the "thorn in your flesh" that keeps you humble? An even better question would be: Do you allow it to humble you? Or do you gloss over it? Hide it? Try to ignore it? I say try because I know - just as you know - that you really can't ignore it. We are imperfect. We are weak in many ways, and as Paul teaches us - this may actually be a part of gift from God. At least we can take our weakness, OWN IT, and ALLOW it to keep our eyes on the cross and our selves on our knees. That takes an intentional act of will. It takes some tools also like scripture and prayer and supplication and humility. turn to your creator right now, expose your soul to him and allow yourself to be led.